Door Is Ajar

I am learning to understand things I didn't comprehend
Regarding women, love, life and confusion that never ends
I'm tired of chasing, tired of trying so hard
I'm tired of trying to hold on to all the cards

My cards are good and  I don't bluff
By my effort is almost exhausted with all this stuff
I show I care and I try to entertain
I am who I am with plenty to gain.

There's not much to lose I've already lost it all
I have more to give but my confidence is stalled
I don't need everything neatly put in place
I just want to stop running the race

I've made my efforts and I've made the calls
Time to sit back and give someone else the ball
I'll wait patiently, but not eagerly, just doing my thing
Maybe it'll happen but my breath I'm not holding

Life goes on and I will keep my door ajar
Willing to take a chance on the occasional shooting star
She will light up my life of that I am sure
But don't wait too long or my heart won't be pure.