Spinning Yarns

I question the thoughts in my head
I question the ache in my heart
I question the reasons I'm here right now
I question reality of feelings that spawn

Answers are there if I look close enough
Questions will be answered despite how tough
How much longer will I be able to deal
With holding back feelings that may be real

But I have to protect those that care
I have to let them know that I'm willing to share
I have lots to offer if you can count my heart
It's ok if it breaks when my world falls apart

I'll pick myself up and begin my life anew
Putting my life back together with needed soul glue
It adheres quickly and heals my pain
If if doesnt kill me then I have gained

But I fear that my life is not the cure
For others that suffer with pain more pure
I can't work miracles I can only be myself
I can only offer me, but it may not be enough

I'm still learning what life is about
I still am curious what it is I doubt
I'll be happy once this poem is done
My tale is told, my yarn is spun.