Flutterbys

An unexpected pleasure came to me one night
A beautiful woman that has answered my plight.
She continues to amaze with her kindness and love
She has been dropped with care from the heavens above.

She says maybe I shouldn't say such sweet things to her.
But I say these are the things she deserves
The truth is the truth, words thusly justified.
Her beauty is intense and I ... satisfied

With her touch I get chills down my spine
Blissful chills hoping she'll be mine
With her smile I get wam and fuzzy inside
Warm inside my body and also in my mind

She consumes my nights when entering my dreams
She consumes my days with thoughts that I deem
Her powers are far reaching and has no limits
She embodies my mind and captures my spirit.

I sometimes need to distract myself to allow the pressure to ease
With swirling thoughts and raging veins the pressure doth please
I must surrender to allow the pleasure to flow
For sure she is the woman that I am lucky to know.

I have no expectations and have no hesitations
I have no boundaries with any crossing stations
I shall allow this woman to know me
I will not hold back.. she ..to me.... is complete.

I can spend hours kissing her lips I have sought
With my eyes closed and her in my thoughts
I can spend hours with just the touch of her hand
Hands filled with love without having any plans.

She intoxicates me and gives me such flutterbys
But indeed I'm in error, that should be butterflies
Vice versa, mutatis mutandis and even reversed
I sometimes wonder if my passion is perverse
However it may seem, I am happy to know
That she cares for me even with the quirks I show
So I shall continue this courtship and fun
With pleasure she leaves me speechless and dumb.

My Wife

 It's been years since I tried to pen

Another poem you say? oh not again!

But yes it's true my fingers to ache

To express my thoughts that love doth make.

My beautiful wife, the subject of this ode.

My best friend in life, the maker of my abode

I will express the thoughts I feel in my heart.

Causing the pain to ease and the flutter to start.

Beauty they say is subjective at best

But I assure you, you'll agree dont fret.

Friends and my hopefulness brought her to me

Across the mountains and rivers departed they flee.

Blond hair matching mine quite nicely

Her blue eyes as well do so entice me.

Heart on her sleeve she wears it so well

Embracing family and life makes her heart swell.

I admire her strength and compassion alike

I admire her love of everything she takes in stride

I would be lost without the love of my life

Keeping be grounded , keeping me in flight.

Letting Go

Letting you go is more difficult than I would have thought
Not realizing the pain to myself I have brought
Struggling with logic and emotions is a fight I've fought
Without wanting to hurt you I deserve what I got.

I'll remember the first kiss,
Gentle and kind, long and deep
For hours it lasted
Mouth to mouth, repeat and repeat

Horizon

Better to be early than late
When someone else controls my fate
Showing myself when the time is right
There will be no reason to fight.

Venturing out into the world with ease
Looking for that one skeleton key
Opening the door to a life of calm
Opening my eyes to a new dawn

Upon the horizon I can see what holds
The sun up until it sets in folds
Ripples of sunlight wash away the day
Streams of moonlight now show me the way

Inspire

You inspire like none other I know.
Expressing your talent and giving a hell of a show.
Your love of music and passion for life
You sing away our demons and drive away the strife.

Questions and Answers

Answers are not easy to get when the questions are not voiced
Answers are not easy to give when the questions are not choice
Questions are chosen by the asker and not by the asked.
Questions are spoken by the speaker and are thought to be chaste

If we could ask ourselves the correct questions
The truth will always come out.
The answers we all know within
The choices are what we're all about.

It becomes difficult to ask when we know the answer brings pain
It's painful to know why she left and left this hurtful stain
But the choice was made whether it be wise or not
My opinion is moot, door closed, thoughts are thought

We will suffer for a while until the pain subsides.
We will hope to be healed despite our hurting pride.
I hope she can understand the pain that I'm in.
I hope that she can forgive and forget all my sins.

I'll remember the good times, the laughs and the touch.
I'll remember the intimacy of her breath upon my neck
Alas, she's gone, I must now make a choice.
I shall relish the time spent, and move on with my life.

Smiles

There are times I have been awake

While asleep within my soul

Waiting to for the mare to break

To release the passion I know.

Then you arrived to lightly nudge me along

Edging to the rim and looking down to darkness

You showed me the cliff to jump not off but from

To embrace what you offer, arms open I shall succumb

The darkness spans beneath my feet
Beyond which I cannot see
But I don't fret the darkness unknown
I can only see your smile within me it grows

The height at which I leap needs not to be expressed
The weight that rests upon my soul sheds upon each step
The chasm over which I've flown is left far behind
The ground upon which I land is heaven within my mind

Hold on tight to my passion and learn
What will become of the future you earned
Your anguish is gallant, your suffrage selfless
Your heart is loving , your beauty is endless

If time will tell what the future holds
Then time has whispered to me what it should not have told
For I know now what will become of us
The future will tell time and will help both of us

I don't require possession of one's soul
I don't demand restitution for time long lost
I require acceptance of me as a whole
I demand your smile and that's all it costs